February 2012
“You made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless until they rest in you.”
– Augustine
“each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up.” //romans 15:2
that was super hard for me today. slow to anger. quick to love. build up build up build up.
this house is a home, but its not my home. i feel like stranded is where i belong. take all you have and shove it, it is NOTHING without love. and my heart it hurts, my heart is hurting. its not distant, it just keeps taking this beating. constantly retreating, scared to say what its feeling. i know thats not what you wanna hear, why do you think i don’t tell you. this is my season and...
here we go. as freshly as possible. i don’t want to be like them. i want to be like Christ.
you want something but don’t get it. you kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. you quarrel and fight. you do not have because you do not ask God. when you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. you...
January 2012
convolutedmirrors:
And it’s really strange how relationships that seem so strong fade out without you even noticing. And friends you use to talk to every day, you barely even say hello to anymore. And maybe it’s the never ending process of relationships that come and go until the day we die and nothing is ever permanent, and the only constant is ourselves and even so, that’s not really a...
i want all hatred to leave my heart. praying so hard. praying so so so hard.
its so scary to not feel that way anymore..
for everything to just change.
i’m completely happy & completely frustrated at the same time. and that makes me feel weird. ONE WORD DOES NOT DESCRIBE FEELINGS OR ELSE THERE WOULD BE A WORD FOR THIS ONE!
our eyes should have a kaleidoscope form.
when you just don’t feel good enough. yeah that feeling needs to go away forever.
get thee behind me insecurities.
i need an accountability partner. a real one. and that person isn’t in my life where i am living now, so if one of you would like to take up this hefty job. let a sister know
wake up. face your struggles. look in the mirror, say firmly (insert your own struggles here) loneliness, depression, anorexia, insecurities, & all of satans lies and tools » GET THEE BEHIND ME. NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US FROM HIS LOVE. so its time. its time to break out the sword of scripture, and whirl it around until it defeats all of satans darks. and you get your little booty...
December 2011
im not doing good today. i need a lot of prayer please.
i’m a nervous flosser. when i get super nervous. i break out my floss.
go Jesus, its your birthday. ♥
Anonymous asked: Who are you going with, when you go to Haiti?
i need like four hundred dollars in four days here if this trip is going to be made possible. no idea where it might come from. if you guys could really just pray that i trust in Gods provision. i feel this trip, its so heavy on my heart. i know He will provide. i just need to do away with these negative thoughts. thank you. so much.
